Hidden Love by: ShawnMimiAddict

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Chapter 1

Mimi woke up and looked around to see where she had fallen asleep tonight. She was lying on the couch with Shawn's blanket tucked neatly around her. Oh no she thought, she must of fallen asleep last night while watching a movie with Shawn. She looked at the clock and saw it was going on 2 am. Her stomach rumbled and she wondered if there was any of that chocolate cake left. Fortunately there was so she cut herself a slice and began to take it back to the couch. She noticed something that caught her eye. Shawn's bedroom door was wide open and she could not help but take a peek. Expecting to see him lying in his bed looking so absolutely adorable...she saw nothing. It looked like he hadn't even been near his bed tonight. She quickly looked around the apartment and discovered Shawn was not there. "Where in the hell could he be?" she thought. She quickly answered her own question as she thought maybe he is on the roof for some air.

As Mimi reached the top of the stairs she heard voices and came to the conclusion that Shawn wasn't alone. Not much to her surprise she looked to see Belle and Shawn deep in one of the many "I want you but I can't leave Phillip" conversations. As usual Belle was playing her "weeping" card and using it to her advantage. That is when she heard her name being introduced to the conversation. She opened the door a tad bit to hear the words more clearly.

"You don't actually think you are in love with Mimi, do you?!" Belle asked.

"I don't know why it is any of your business. You clearly told me to move on and that is what I have been trying to do." Shawn said angrily.

"How could you love her when you are still in love with me?" Belle asked.

"I love you Belle more than I could probably ever love anyone else. I just know and understand we can never be. As for Mimi, she and I are just the best of friends; she has helped me through this all and I thank her so much." Shawn stated.

"It's just so hard. This isn't the life I wanted. I wanted a life with you!" Belle cried out and fell into his arms sobbing.

"I know you did and so did I." Shawn said consolingly.

At this point in the conversation Mimi had heard enough. Tears began to roll down her cheeks once again and she felt as though her heart had broken yet again. She let the door close and ran away to her room in tears. Unknowingly she dropped something behind. Her gold bracelet her dad had gave her when she was 12 years old. Her name was also carved into a plate to make it more of her own.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------On the roof, Shawn paused to think about what he had just said and immediately took it back.

"I'm sorry but that isn't exactly the whole truth..." Shawn began.

"What do you mean?" Belle asked.

"When I said that I wanted a life with you. I did want a life with you, but that was in the past and that is just where we have to leave it...in the past." Shawn pleaded.

"But you said you love me." Belle stated.

"I know I did...but the truth is a part of me will always love you. I will always be here for you Belle...as a friend. And the truth of the matter is..I really do love Mimi." Shawn said wondering to himself why he hadn't seen it any sooner.

That is when something caught his eye. Glimmering next to the door was a small bracelet that seemed all too familiar. He picked it up and immediately recognized it was Mimi's. He began to question himself wondering if she had lost it earlier or if she had seen him and Belle together.

"What's that?" Belle asked.

"Mimi's bracelet but why and when did it get up here?" Shawn wondered.

" I need to find Mimi and tell her that I love her." Shawn told an awstruck and crying Belle.

"But I need you now." Belle begged him.

"No, you need Phillip, your husband." Shawn said and walked away.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------Mimi stood bawling in the apartment. She needed to get out of this place now! She grabbed her keys and hurried to the elevator. Phillip opened the door to his apartment to see what the noise was and saw Mimi rushing into the elevator in tears. It was just then that Shawn came down the stairs. He saw Phillip staring at the elevator and asked what was wrong.

"Mimi...she just rushed off into the elevator...bawling. I was going to ask what was wrong, but she was in too big of a hurry to even notice me." Phillip said.

"Oh no!" Shawn cried out.

"What's wrong?" Phillip asked.

"Not now Phillip, I have to catch up to Mimi." Shawn said and rushed off.

"Wow no one has time anymore to tell me what is going on." Phillip said out loud.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------The elevator finally stopped on the lobby floor and Mimi began to hurry to her car. It was while she began crossing the street that Shawn finally caught up to her. He called out her name. And she paused to turn around...

"Shawn?" Mimi asked as she turn around.

"Mimi......LOOK OUT!" Shawn screamed as the sound of screeching tires and gravel filled the air.

Mimi lay helpless and unconscious on the pavement.

Shawn immediately ran to her to see if she was okay. He burst out in tears at what he saw.

"Someone call 911! I'm so sorry Mimi...I'm so sorry Mimi...please Mimi you have to be OK! I promise I will do anything for you..just please be okay..." Shawn prayed.

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Chapter 2

She opened and looked around the room trying to figure out where and why she was where she was. She went to sit up and quickly realized that when she did so...pain jolted through her causing her to fall back. She realized she was in the hospital. Questions ran through her mind but one stuck out like a sore thumb...who am I? She tried her hardest to remember anything at all...but nothing came to mind..not even her own name. Suddenly she heard someone moving to her right. She looked over to see a younger dark haired man asleep in a seemingly very uncomfortable position in a chair. She had so many questions but for now she could not help but just stare at him. He was absolutely gorgeous.

Sensing eyes on him, Shawn quickly opened his eyes. He looked over to see Mimi staring blankly at him.

"Well it's good to see you're awake finally. I was really worried about you. You gave us quite the scare." Shawn said.

"Um..ya..I'm okay...my head hurts...take that back..everything hurts...why is that?...and who are you?" Mimi questioned.

"You're joking right? Mimi...you know me...Shawn...oh my god..you really don't remember do you?" Shawn asked.

"I'm sorry..but no I really don't. Obviously I really wish I could...Now what did you say my name was? That is my name right?" Mimi asked.

"Mimi Lockhart...Miriam Lockhart..everyone just calls you Mimi...personally I call you Meems." Shawn said.

"Meems...that's cute..ok Shawn...explain to me..how do I know you...I mean how "close" are we?" Mimi inquired.

"Well we are roommates...and you are basically my bestest best friend...and quite possibly more." Shawn blushed a little at this.

"Well..Well..well...go me! I must say you are quite a babe!" Mimi said unshamingly.

"Well I must say you...are quite the looker yourself there Meems." Shawn returned.

"So...Shawn...why am I in this place?" Mimi wondered.

"Well...you were in a bit of an accident. You were crossing the street because you were upset and I called out your name and you didn't notice a car coming towards you..and you were hit.." Shawn said looking down.

"Oh..that could explain why I feel like I was hit by a truck literally! So why was I upset?" Mimi asked.

"Well that is where I am lost...but my guess it had to do with me being on the roof with Belle." Shawn stated still with his eyes glued to the floor afraid to see her reaction.

"Wait..I thought you said you and I had something....who is Belle?" Mimi asked.

"Belle...well she is an ex. Me and her shared a lot of history. I drove through the church window to stop her from marrying my best friend but I was too late. Now..she is married and just had his baby. The thing is..she is still in love with me." Shawn said.

"Ooh...I see why I could have gotten upset from that..wow you're an asshole." Mimi said.

"No no that's not it...I don't love her back. She was trying to throw herself at me and I said no. I said no because I am in love with you." Shawn said.

"Oh...well I'm sorry I take back the asshole comment....I wish I could remember...I'd be stupid not to be in love with you." Mimi said staring dreamly at Shawn.

"Well don't you worry..I am going to help you through all of this and we will get that memory back for you." Shawn said and reached over to hold her hand.

"You promise?" Mimi asked with a cute pouty lip.

"I promise." Shawn said and stood up to kiss her forehead.

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Chapter 3

"Well Mimi you're free to go home...just make sure you get plenty of rest and remember you will be beginning therapy soon to help you gain your memory back....don't worry we won't have Alex the quack doctor treat you. HAHAH!" Lexi joked.

"Not funny Dr. Carver..." Shawn said back.

"Sorry I couldn't help but mention it! Ok...well good luck." Lexi said and waved goodbye to them.

"What was that about..." Mimi asked.

"Don't ask...I'm just glad you get to go home today!" Shawn said excitedly.

"Ya..I am too..I'd like to know where that is and if we have food there...I am starving!" Mimi said as Shawn eased her into her wheelchair.

"Well..lets get you home princess." Shawn joked.

"Why thank you. I must say you are jolly good ole chap." Mimi kidded back.

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"Well here is your castle..." Shawn said as he opened the apartment door and wheeled her in.

"Not bad..not bad at all." Mimi said looking around.

"This room over here is your bedroom and this is mine. There's a bathroom in each of our rooms. This is the living room and this is the kitchen...where neither of us can cook at.." Shawn said.

"Wait why can't we cook there...it looks ok to cook there." Mimi asked not knowing her past cooking experiences.

"Well you see neither of us can cook...well you can cook pancakes but that is about it." Shawn joked.

"Hm...well maybe I can learn..." Mimi retorted.

A door opened across the hall and soon after a knock on the apartment door noted someone's presence.

"I'll get it...you just stay right there." Shawn said to Mimi.

"Don't worry I won't run away." Mimi kidded.

Shawn opened the door and a crying Belle invited herself in.

"Shawn..you wouldn't believe what happened..Ohh I didn't see you there Mimi...Shawn can I talk to you alone? You don't mind do you Mimi...ya I thought not.." Belle asked coldly.

"Well what manners...hold on I'll just take a walk to my room...sheesh.." Mimi said and began to wheel away to her room.

"Hold on Mimi..stay right there...Belle I have nothing to say to you and I do not want to hear the latest sob story.. I am through being your back up...actually I am through with you...so if you would excuse us...I would like to talk to Mimi alone..you don't mind do you...ya I thought not..." Shawn said shoeing Belle to the door. Before closing it on her face.

"Wow..." Mimi was speechless.

"I just think that had to be done. She had no right to treat you like that." Shawn stated and went over to Mimi's side.

"Shawn..do you ever think I'll remember anything." Mimi asked.

"I believe so..and If not..we will make new memories. Is there anything you need?" Shawn asked.

"I'm kind of tired...but..." Mimi paused.

"But what..." Shawn questioned.

"I'm afraid to be alone." Mimi said nervously.

"Well then how bout if I make you a bed on the couch and then I'll sleep on the floor that way I am close to you." Shawn suggested.

"You'd do that for me?" Mimi asked.

"Of course...anything for you." Shawn said, "It will be like a sleepover...we can paint each others nails...it will be so fun!...."

"Ok..now that might be a little too much Shawn HAHAH!" Mimi laughed.

Shawn set up the couch and picked up Mimi from her wheelchair and carried her to the couch. He set her down and settled down in his sleeping bag next to the couch. He turned off the TV.

"Good night Meems...sweet dreams." Shawn said.

"Good night Shawn...thank you for everything...sweet dreams." Mimi said back.

It was not long before both were fast asleep dreaming of each other.

It was around 4am when something woke Shawn from his slumber...Mimi.

Still sleeping Mimi began to talk in her sleep...tears rolled down her cheeks and she seemed to be having a nightmare.

"No...no...Shawn...how could you...I loved you...why her...why...I thought you loved me..how could anyone love me...god...take away my pain..I have to get out...no..no..oh god!...." Mimi screamed and woke up in a cold sweat and bawling her eyes out.

Shawn went over to console her. He wondered if she had gotten her memory back.

"Mimi? Are you ok?" Shawn asked.

"Shawn..is that you..?" Mimi asked through the darkness.

"Ya..it's me..Mimi...did you remember something?" Shawn asked.

"Ya Shawn...I remember everything. Don't worry I'm back." Mimi said and went to run to hug him..that's when she noticed it...

"Shawn...why can't I move my legs..oh god...am I paralyzed?!" Mimi cried out.

"No no Mimi..you just suffered some damage to your legs and Lexi gave you some pain killers that would numb them for you." Shawn said and hugged her.

"WHoa..that is good...for a second there I thought I would never be able to walk again. When do you suppose I'll be up and moving." Mimi asked.

"Well...give or take a week or two...or three...but don't worry..I will be here..every single moment...so anything you need don't you fret." Shawn said.

"But..what about Belle.." Mimi asked.

"What about her...like I said before...I am over her...I am completely in love with you." Shawn said and waited nervously for her reply...

"Aww....Shawn..I really do love you too." Mimi said as they both leaned in to kiss.

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Chapter 4

As they lean in to kiss...Mimi again notices something...

"Shawn...I can't move my lips! Darn pain killers..." Mimi says as there lips are pressed together.

"Its ok...I'll move them for you" Shawn says while there lips are still toghether.

It is only a second until they both break apart in laughter.

"Wow we are an odd pair..haha" Mimi joked.

"Ok how about this...I will go rent two weeks of movies as well as two weeks worth of tv dinners. Then you and I will settle down to "hibernate" for two weeks." Shawn suggested.

"Well I think that is a wonderful idea. Maybe I should come along to make sure you don't pick out any stupid movies." Mimi joked.

"Well..if you are up to it...we'll have to...well I will have to walk..you'll have to be pushed...you on a motorcycle wouldn't go over to go right now." Shawn kidded.

"Ok..sounds good..I am in the mood for a walk......I mean roll." Mimi said.

"Well lets get you to your chariot." Shawn said and scooped her up and set her down in her wheelchair.

"Why thank you my dear." Mimi said.

"And we're offfffffffff!!!!!!!" Shawn said pushing Mimi's wheelchair.

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"Well what movies do you want to watch?" Shawn asked Mimi.

"Aww...how about this one?" Mimi asked pointing to sixteen candles.

"And you said I would pick out lame movies..." Shawn kidded. "It's ok..if you want to watch it...we'll watch it."

"Thank you...what about the wedding date...oooh oohh and monster in law...oooooooooooh BED OF ROSES!" Mimi said excitedly.

*Wow...it is going to be a long two weeks!* Shawn said to himself.

"Is it me or do you keep picking out movies that have something to do with people getting married..." Shawn asked.

"What....well....actually...I just like to watch them...because I day dream about what my wedding will be like." Mimi said blushing.

"What do you mean your wedding.." Shawn began.

"What...you lost me..." Mimi asked puzzled.

"It'll be Our wedding." Shawn said and planted a kiss on her forehead.

"Aw..I would love that..umm..shawn are you proposing to me in a video store?" Mimi asked.

"Oh....no no no.....you'll really know when I pop the question." Shawn said smiling. He began thinking of way he could somehow do that sometime.

"Ok well I do think we have enough movies to last us..." Shawn said and went up front to grab the 70 movies they rented.

"Dude you're like totally going to shut us down if you keep this up." the video clerk joked.

The clerk handed him two full bags jammed pack with movies.

"Well we are off again. Should we drop these off at the apartment or just head to the grocery store now?" Shawn asked Mimi.

"Doesn't matter...I can hold the movies..." Mimi suggested.

"No that's ok I got it...thank you..you are such a doll." Shawn replied.

"Aww shucks Shawn....you're a golly swell guy as well." Mimi joked back.

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"Ok you can push the cart..I can manage myself for now." Mimi offered.

"Ok but the minute I see any kind of disstress I'm pushing you and the cart...or I'll put you in the cart!" Shawn retorted.

"Sounds good to me." Mimi said back.

They went immediately to the tv dinners and filled up the cart. Two weeks worth of frozen dinners...

"Oh my..how are we getting all of this home?!" Mimi asked.

"Don't worry I got it." Shawn said.

"Here...I'll carry some...just set them down." Mimi said.

"Ok...just don't hurt yourself." Shawn begged.

"I'm fine..these boxes are not even a pound each." Mimi said.

"Ok well lets head home." Shawn said wheeling her out the door of the grocery store.

Half way home he looked down to see Mimi asleep in the wheelchair.

*Aww...she looks so adorable.*

They finally reached home and began to unlock the door...Belle opened the door to her apartment and began to talk to him...not noticing Mimi underneath all of the bags.

"Shawn..." Belle said scaring him half to death.

"Mimi..you scared me...ohh...Belle...it's you. Listen I don't really have anytime...Me and meems just got a boat load of movies and tv dinners..." Shawn began until Belle cut him off.

"I asked Phillip for a divorce." Belle said expecting Shawn to be thrilled.

"Well good for you...I'm sure you'll find someone else eventually." Shawn said and opened the door to his apartment.

"What are you talking about...I did this so we could be together." Belle said getting louder.

"SHHHH...she's sleeping...she had a long day...and by the way....I love her and I would never do anything to hurt her! SO have a nice life! SEE YA!" Shawn said and wheeled Mimi inside and immediately proceeded to AGAIN close the door on Belle's face.

Mimi who had been faking her sleep when she heard Belle...had heard everything Shawn had said.

*He really does love me...* Mimi thought smiling to herself.

Shawn took the bags off of Mimi's lap and thinking she was still asleep began to talk to her.

"I just hope you know how much I really do love you...I would never hurt you...you're my everything Meems...I don't know what I would have done if I had lost you...I couldn't live with out you..." Shawn said to a "sleeping" Mimi.

Shawn picked up Mimi and carried her to the couch and tucked the blanket around her. He kissed her forehead and began to put stuff away.

*I know now Shawn I really do...I love you so much...* Mimi said and drifted to sleep for real this time.

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Chapter 5

Mimi opened her eyes and stretched out trying to wake herself up.
She sat up slowly and stood up when she fell down realizing her pain was overpowering her. She fell hard onto the floor with a loud thud. She couldn't stand up again. By this time she was in tears due to the severity of her pain. She cried out...but no one heard her.

"SHAWN...*SOB SOB*...SOMEONE HELP ME...PLEASE..." Mimi shouted as she tried to drag herself to the phone realizing she needed to get help.

She tried to inch her way but it just seemed to get further and further away with each step towards it. Crying out one last time, a jolt of pain caused her to stop dead in her tracks.

Finally, Shawn opened the door from his bedroom groggy eyed wondering what the noise was about.

"Mimi? You okay?" Shawn asked walking blindly to the couch where Mimi should be laying in....He went to console her..but no Mimi..

"Mimi...where are you?" Shawn asked heading to turn on the lights. That's when he almost tripped on something..He leaned down to see what was on the floor and immediately realized it was Mimi.

"OH GOD...MIMI MIMI....wake up...."Shawn said trying to shake her out of it. Not getting any response...he checked her breathing...that's when he realized she wasn't breathing either.

He immediately started rescue breathing trying to revive her. Now in tears, he worked as hard as he could trying to save her.

*Please GOD don't take her away...not now...I promise I will never leave her side again just please let this work.* Shawn prayed.

Finally he felt a heart beat and realized she was alive barely....but none the less alive. He phoned an ambulance and in a matter of moments, they were on their way to the hospital.

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Chapter 6

She opened her eyes slowly...realizing she was again in the hospital. Immediately she felt as if all eyes were on her. She was right. All around her...friends and family stood looking down at her.

"Oh...god...what happened?" Mimi asked.

"We don't know exactly what happened yet..we're waiting on the results of Lexi's tests." Bonnie said before breaking out in tears.

"OH WHY MY LITTLE SUGA...AHHHH...SOB SOB SOB..." Bonnie bawled out.

"Mom it's not like I died or anything..." Mimi said sarcastically.

That is when Shawn piped in.

"Actually...Mimi you weren't breathing when I found you..." Shawn said quietly.

"Oh..well that kills the joke...wait how am I still alive then?" Mimi asked.

"Shawn did..." Bonnie chipped in happily.

" I gave you CPR to get you breathing again and called 911. But if I had been by you...none of this would of ever happened...it's all my fault Meems...but I promise I am going to make it up to you..." Shawn said and then pulled something out of his pocket.

"It's my grandma's engagement ring...she gave it to me to give to my one true love...Mimi...it's taken me a while to realize my feelings for you...but in the past couple of days...I've almost lost you twice...each whenever I wasn't by your side. I couldn't bear the thought of losing you...and I want to be by your side for every breath that I take. I want to be the one you wake up beside and the one you make fun of for my funky morning breath and my quirks. Miriam Lockhart....I want nothing more than to be husband and you to be my wife...will you marry me?" Shawn asked on one knee.

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Chapter 7

Mimi couldn't have imagined this ever happening and was shocked she just layed there bug eyed staring at Shawn..it wasn't until she smiled and nodded yes that he got his answer. He ran over and hugged her and planted lots of kisses on her...as everyone in the room gave their thoughts about how the wedding should be like. Bonnie especially happy mumbled under her breath, "Just like I said Meems...matchh made in heaven." Everyone in that room was glad for the couple..that is except one person. Belle had been near the back of the room listening to all of this and she was hardly happy for the two.

Just then Lexi walked into the room. From what Mimi saw on her face, it didn't look good. Mimi's heart turned.

*How could everything turn like this in a matter of moments..I am supposed to be celebrating." Mimi thought.

"Well doc, tell me like it is..."Mimi said fearfully.

"Mimi...whenever you were hit by that car...we didn't see any damage to you spinal cord so we didn't examine it more thoroughly...The stress on your back when you stood up was enough to cause the damage that should have happened when you were hit by that car. I'm sorry Mimi...but I don't see you walking...ever..." Lexi said emotionally.

Mimi broke down in tears..."but I ..I can still feel my legs and I can move them...how can you say that...I can..I CAN!"

"Well...you can in fact move your legs but the pressure on your spinal cord if you were to walk would be to great.."Lexi explained.

"I won't be able to walk down the aisle on my wedding day...everyone GET OUT!....I need to be alone right now." Mimi screamed in tears.

"Mimi...it'll be alright....I will be by you for the rest of my life.." Shawn told Mimi.

"I can't let you do this...You deserve a wife...that can walk....that won't be such a bother." Mimi said as she took off the ring and handed it to him.

"No...I am not going to just leave you...I love you Mimi. You are my everything...you're my life....and I am not leaving." Shawn said refusing to take back the ring.

"How can you...how can you love someone who is unable to have kids...and now unable to walk...I'm full of bad luck.." Mimi said.

"I just do and I will always love you..no matter what happens I am never leaving you again. You are stuck with me no matter what." Shawn said as he reached out and held her hand.

"I don't deserve you...I don't deserve anyone..."Mimi sobbed.

"Mimi...we deserve to be happy..together." Shawn said.

"So there is no chance that I will ever be able to walk again...ever?" Mimi pleaded to Lexi.

"Well...there is always a chance...there have been some cases like yours that have regained the ability to walk...but its 1:100000. " Lexi said.

"Well I swear to you...I will be that one..just you watch and see!" Mimi promised.

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